| He would laugh though, as he bent to pick it up and set it again on his thinning hairEvery so often an overanxious courtier, seeking to curry favor in any way he could, would hastily stoop to pick up the fallen cap and present it to the FoolRhun would laugh at that too
Dianora had to admit that he made her uneasy, though she tried to hide that beneath the real pity she felt for his afflictions and his increasingly evident yearsBut the core truth for her was that Rhun was intimately tied to Brandin's magic, he was an extension of it, a tool, and Brandin's magic was the source of all her loss and fear
So over the years she had become adroit at avoiding situations where she might find herself alone with the Fool; his guileless eyes, unnervingly similar to Brandin's, gave her genuine troubleThey seemed, if she looked into them for too long, to have no depth, to be only a surface, reflecting her image back to her in a fashion very different from that of the gold-plated mirrors, and at such times she did not like what she was made to see
From the doorway, with the polished grace of long experience, Solores drifted to her right as Dianora moved left, smiling at people she knewNesaia and Chylmoene, chestnut, and amber-tressed, crossed the floor together, creating a palpable stir where they passed
Dianora saw the poet Doarde standing with his wife and daughterThe girl, about seventeen, was obviously excitedHer first formal reception, Dianora guessedDoarde smiled unctuously across the room at her, and bowed elaboratelyEven at a distance, though, she could read the discomfiture in his eyes: a reception on this scale for a musician from Ygrath had to be bitter gall for the most senior poet in the colonyAll winter he had preened with pride over his coco chanel earrings verses that Brandin had sent east as a goad for the Barbadian when word had come in the fall of the death of Sandre d'AstibarDoarde had been insufferable for monthsToday though, Dianora could sympathize with him a little, even though he was a monumental fraud in her view
She'd told Brandin as much once, only to learn that he found the poet's pompousness amusingFor genuine art, he'd murmured, he looked elsewhere
And you destroyed it, she'd wanted to say
Wanted so much to sayRemembering with an almost physical pain the broken head and sundered torso of her father's last Adaon on the steps of the Palace by the SeaThe one for which her brother, finally old enough, had served as model for the young godShe remembered looking dry-eyed at the wreckage of that sculpted form, wanting to weep and not knowing where her tears were anymore
She glanced back at Doarde's daughter, at her young, scarcely contained exhilaration
Just after her own seventeenth naming day she had stolen half of the silver from her father's hidden strongbox, begging pardon of his spirit and her mother's blessing in her heart, and asking the compassion of Eanna who saw all beneath the shining of her lights
She'd gone without saying good-bye, though she had looked in a last time by carried candlelight, upon the thin, worn figure of her mother, uneasily asleep in the wideness of her bedDianora was hardened, as for battle; she did not weep
Four days later she'd crossed the border into Certando, having forded the river at a lonely place north of AvalleShe'd had to be careful getting there, Ygrathen soldiers were still ranging the countryside and in Avalle itself they were hammering at the towers, bringing them downSome yet stood, she could see them from her crossing-place, but most chanel mens watches were rubble by then, and what she saw of Avalle was through a screen of smoke
It wasn't even Avalle by then, eitherThe spell had been laid downThe city where the pall of smoke and summer dust hung so heavily was now called StevanienDianora could remember not being able to understand how a man could name the ugly wreckage of a place once so fair after a child he had lovedLater that would become clearer to her: the name had nothing to do with Brandin's memory of StevanIt was solely for those living there, and elsewhere in what had been Tigana: a constant, inescapable reminder of whose death had meant their ruinThe Tiganese now lived in a province named Lower Corte, and Corte had been their bitterest foe for centuriesThe city of Tigana was the city of Lower Corte now
And Avalle of the Towers was StevanienThe vengeance of the King of Ygrath went deeper than occupation and burning and rubble and deathIt encompassed names and memory, the fabric of identity; it was a subtle thing, and merciless
There were a number of refugees in the summer Dianora went east, but none had anything remotely resembling her own fixed purpose and so most of them went much further away: to the far side of the Certandan grainlands, to Ferraut, Tregea, Astibar itselfWilling, anxious even, to live under the spreading tyranny of the Barbadian lord in order to put as much distance as they could between themselves and their images of what Brandin of Ygrath had done to their home
But Dianora was clinging to those images, she was nursing them within her breast, feeding them with hate, shaping hatred with memoryTwin snakes inside her
She only went a handful of miles across the border into CertandoThe late-summer fields of corn had been yellow and tall, she remembered, but fake gucci watches all the men were gone, away to the north and east where Alberico of Barbadior, having carefully consolidated his conquests of Ferraut and Astibar, was now moving south
He was master of Certando by the end of the fall, and had taken Borifort in Tregea, the last major stronghold to stand against him, by the following spring after a winter siege
Long before then Dianora had found what she was looking for, in the western highlands of CertandoA hamlet, twenty houses and a tavern, south of Sinave and Forese, the two great forts that watched each other on either side of the border that divided Certando from what she learned to call Lower Corte
The land so near the southern mountains was not nearly as good as it was farther northThe growing season was shorterCold winds swept down from the Braccio and Sfaroni Ranges early in fall bringing snow soon after and a long white winterWolves would howl in the wintry nights and sometimes in the morning strange footmarks could be found in the deep snow, marks that came down from the mountains and then returned
Once, long ago, the village had been near to one of the roads forking northeast from the main highway down from the Sfaroni Pass, in the days when there was still overland trade with Quileia to the southThat was why the ancient tavern was so large in a village now so small, why it had four rooms upstairs for the travelers who had not come for a great many years
Dianora hid her father's silver south of the village on a thickly wooded slope away from the goatherd runs, and she went to work as a serving girl in the tavernThere was no money to pay her of courseShe worked for her room and the scanty board available that first summer and fall, and she labored in the fields with the other women and the young mulberry bayswater bag boys to bring home what they could of the harvest
She told them she was from the north, near FerrautThat her mother was dead and her father and brother had gone to warShe said her uncle had begun to abuse her and so she had run awayShe was good with accents and she had the northern speech right enough for them to believe herOr at least to ask no questionsThere were many transients in the Palm in those days, questions were seldom pushed too farShe ate little and worked as hard as any in the fieldsThere was actually little enough to do in the inn, with the men away to warShe slept in one of the rooms upstairs, she even had it to herselfThey were kind enough to her after their fashion, and given the nature of things in that time
When the light and the place were right, morning usually, and in certain of the higher fields, she could look away to the west across the border towards the river and see the remaining towers and the smoke above what had been AvalleOne morning, late in the year, she realized that she couldn't see anything anymoreThat she hadn't, in fact, seen anything for some timeThe last tower was gone
Around that time the men had begun to come home, beaten and wearyThere was work again in the kitchen and waiting on tables or behind the counter of the barShe was also expected, and had been preparing herself for this as best she could all through the fall, to take a man up to her room if he offered the going rate
Every village seemed to need one such woman, and she was the obvious candidate hereShe tried to make herself not mind, but this was the most difficult thing yetShe had a mission though, a reason for being here, a vengeance to enact, and this, even this, she would tell herself, going up the stairs with someone, was a part buy miu miu of |
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